I retied from Bitch Games in 2024. When I must participate with NPCs, neuropatriarchal characters…or cancers if you want to be really honest about what they are, but I will interact for money. I understand the binary system is transactional and I will participate in those interactions when required.
But in my personal intimate life?
No.
I can’t.
It’s not that I just don’t want to.
I literally do not have the ability.
My body won’t let me.
It responds in ways that I cannot control.
Only surrender
To my inner nature
Keeping me safe from the cancer in the minds of these NPCs, threatening my internal connection with their externalized oppression in their energetic imprint.
I thought certain labels would help me find more people like me but during my work I’ve realized that the NEED to identify….at ALL….is something I struggle with.
Always have
Always will
Does that mean I am scared to declare?
I am not fixed
Identification is fixed in this society; this is indeniable
This is why I do not identify
I can’t
I don’t fix myself to this physical plane
I am 0.005% stardust
&
99.995% Soul
I am proud to cultivate the connection with myself rather than external social scripts of curated performances filtered via toxic dynamics that our species still refuses to seriously take ownership of. If my connection with you does not enhance the connection with myself, you are not for me, that’s all.
