The Great Sham of Society
was never about order, safety, or progress.
It was always a test:
How much of yourself will you abandon
to be allowed to stay?
How much of your raw affect,
your sensory truth,
your instinctual knowing
will you override
to be perceived as acceptable?
Society isn’t a system, it’s a compliance algorithm.
It doesn’t care what you believe,
only that you are willing to amputate the parts of yourself
that make you hard to manage.
Most people think society was built to protect us.
But really it was designed to record how efficiently you’ll self-abandon,
how many parts of your joy, pride, pain, confusion
you’ll outsource to someone else’s script
just to avoid rejection.
Shame was weaponized as a tracking device.
But it was never meant to be.
Shame is your original inner compass,
scrambled by external distortion.
I am PROWD to speak up this PRYDE about these topics. I know no one is reading, no one is listening, no one is digesting this. So if you are reading this, you are rare. You are different. Most people cannot handle the hard work of remembering who we are outside of this corruption. The corruption is so nearly total that we’ve forgotten it was always an unnatural force violently applied by corrupted homos who assert their inner world and force yours into hiding.
I’m not just proud to be out about my sexuality. A detail of my character that I acted through my inner authority when I was young, cementing that minor detail about my life the way I’d become aware I have brown hair and 10 fingers. It ballooning into a social cultural movement is a sign our society is sick, not that I need to over extend a performance of PRIDE onto this association within myself. Sexuality just kinda is, it doesn’t warrant this attitude culturally. I understand the cultural reasons behind it are…well…cultural.
To me, my culture is healing and moving beyond the need for these performances.
I am proud to not be a homo sapiens, in a world filled with them & their toxic culture.
If you are interested in this mindset as well, stick around, and reach out to me via email (& @ J2BBW.com)or on tiktok for now. I will be pulling back to start to deliver my finished pieces, but if you like my verbosity now, you won’t like the end results, because my voice is for my kind only, and so far, I am the only true nürodefiant homo sapi& I know.
